Ashes & wine.

Despise Monday for good. I should be sleeping now since I have class at 8 but it seemed that these unfinished business are piling up. I got tons of pictures to be uploaded, unattended tutorials to be done and I have yet to reply my lab tutor regarding the make up lab. I feel disorganized. Mishaps are pulling me down slowly too, falling of gravity any minute now. I'll preserve faith, hopefully.

How I wish I could be happier like before.
Might be the mood swings.

This is just heartbreaking. Wept precious tears twice today. All the hopes I'm getting are false hopes. Pierced with a dagger countlessly, I'm holding back too much, trying to pump positivity every time I received a false hope. This is just too much. Having sore throat now. Ridiculous. Fuck it.

Shouldn't give a fuck anymore. Just eating up my soul from inside. It's worthless. Oh downright crap I'm feeling. And I'm experiencing karma.

I was extremely tired that I slept at Syu's house. Damn right it's the Monday blues. Having a migraine now. Bummer.